entre nous

This week had been so emotionally taxing. One moment, I was as gay as I could be and the next thing I knew, I was all for a hissy fit. I was being unreasonable and selfish and a horror, as always, only this time it was an infinity-fold more than usual. Simply put, my genetically-made-up-bitchiness-side was in full force. Ill-fated friends and family members were normally the receiving end of it; for that, I have been feeling like a guilty criminal walking on eggshells around them, but, at the same time, detesting myself for even feeling that way, because at times like this… they simply deserved the treatment. :/